a post a day: Nov 27/08

the one where she clues in....maybe...

i think i reached that point. that point of boredom and frustration, despite me trying to remind myself that i'm supposed to be learning a lesson in patience. you know that episode of Sex & the City where someone clues Miranda in to the now famous, "He's just not that into you!"? yeah...this is the part where i clue in.

i'm comfortable with him. i've slept over a few times but we've just slept together. no hanky-panky...just sleeping in the same bed. and it's nice...it was nice. i miss the feeling of another body being in the same bed.

i'm frustrated with him because it seems like he never has time, or wants to make time. i hate feeling like that because it makes me feel needy, which i'm not. but when you've met someone and you're interested in them, wouldn't you want to make time to see them a couple of times a week? am i way off base? or wouldn't you want to call them? or if you did see them, would you not compliment them on how nice they look? ask them how their day was?

hopefully you see where i'm going with this....

so, i've bounced ideas off of a few people and all have been supportive with offering suggestions of what is going on. these i need to hear because i have a feeling i'm not supposed to just walk away from this one. it's either a lesson in patience or a lesson in speaking up, or maybe a little of both, which quite frankly, i have no idea how to do that. how do you be patient AND inquisitive of a relationship (a new relationship) at the same time?

what's a girl to do? how long do you put yourself out there? where's the line between being patient and being played?